Dangerous Thoughts and Feelings

I'm tired
One foot
In front of the other
But I want
To sit down
Stop

So many battles
No apparent outcome
Nobody wins
Everybody loses
To win is to lose
To lose is only more loss

Existing
That's what life
Is all about
Be what you're not
Hoping no-one sees
What you are

Open up
Change
Useless
Pointless
For who?
For nothing

Walk that path
Try a different route
Discover new scenery
False sense of security
Excitement
Just to come full circle

What's the point?
Preconceived notions
Far outweighing
The new
The past
Destroying the future

This path continues
With one set
Of footprints
The others
Washed away
With tears from the past

So one foot
In front of the other
No sitting yet
Must find
That route
Alone