Gray

Madness and
Chaos
Don't mind
The and
Hate the
BUT
In life
Always
A statement.
BUT
Interjects
With what you don't
Want to hear

Always
A beginning
BUT
Always an end
Tell me
Your story
So i can
Feel
Good
About myself
Let me
Experience
Normal

Sit in a crowd
So i feel
I belong
Don't talk
And ruin
It
Let me have
One moment
Of
Belonging
Before
Reality
Sets in

I smile
Because i heard
Something
Yet can't
Relate
Smile so i
Don't talk
And ruin
Your moment
Of ignorant
Bliss
Congratulations
On not knowing

So i walk
Thru ignorance
Trying to
Understand
BUT
Feel anger
Boil
Black and white
Mixed right
Make gray
Yet so uncomfortable
To break
The norm

I don't
Envy
Materialistic
Things
I envy
Ignorant
Bliss
I envy
Not having
To analyze
Every
Spoken
Word

So i will
Sit
And try
To keep
Black
On one side
And 

White
On the other
So
I
Can
Belong