Meds Are My Friend

I tell you what, my title says it all. I started these meds a couple of weeks or so ago and i have to admit I'm a huge fan. Yeah you heard me right. I love my meds.

I met with a new guy in Wichita for my medication and he's like a breath of fresh air. He listened to me. Actually listened and cared what i had to say. If i had been on a med and didn't like it, it was of the table. He talked to me not at me and there's a HUGE difference. He took into consideration my concerns or opinions instead of being concerned about how important and smart he is.

So i guess what I'm saying is I'm on my meds and staying on my meds so far. They make me feel leveled out without feeling dumbed down or tired. I am more productive because i actually have an attention span now which is new to me. I still have anxiety at times and get sensory overload which makes me irritable but the good far outweighs the bad.

My niece got married this weekend and the constant here and there wore on me because of it being in Kansas City and having to drive in the traffic so i was stressed every time i got somewhere. I walked out of a store even though i needed the things in my hand just because i felt like everyone was in my personal space and staying at me. I'm not sure I'll ever get over that but being at her beautiful wedding was well worth it all.

So all in all I'm a happy man and it took me a long time but I'm finally on the right combination of meds and i feel fantastic!! Life is good and i don't sweat the small stuff and staying positive. What else can i ask for?