I Need You So Go Away

I wrote this about my friendships, past relationships. The ending of both of those words has always encouraged me to set sail from both.

The past
Becomes present
Lash out
Disappear
Push away
I don't need
Anyone
Myself
Is more
Than enough
To deal
With
Today

Memories
They push
Themselves
To the
Front of
The line
Determined
To be
Acknowledged
To
Never
Be
Forgotten

Add
Guilt
Because
He will
Be heard
Feel loss
Because
It needs
Company
But I
Don't
Leave me
Alone

Push away
And if
You hold
Tight
I'll push
Harder
Misery
Loves
Company
And myself
Is up
To the
Task

I need
You
But
Resent myself
Because of
That fact
Do it
By myself
I will
Not
Show you
My
Weakness

So
I
Let you
Go
Move
On
Self
Preservation
Dictates
The
Future
For myself
Alone

So
Walk away
And
Life will
Continue
To go on
Alone
I can't
Hurt
Anyone
If
I choose
Solitude

Deal
With the
Demons
Slowly
Cast them
Out
The claws
Are deep
Can't
Change
It
Overnight

So walk
Away
Knowing
I'm fine
This is
The world
I
Created
And I
Will spin
Around
With the
Consequences