Dangerous Thoughts and Feelings

Awake
Dreams linger
Even with eyes open
Thoughts racing
Don't want to think
Need sleep
But afraid to close my eyes
Because the movie begins again
Forced to push play
Even though i want
I need
It to stop
Reckless thoughts
Dangerous emotions
Confidence shattered
In the dark
Of night
Knowing the brightness
Of confidence
Is hours away
So I'll sleep
The restless
Anxieties
Of life
With hopes
The sun
Will bring
Calm