Dangerous Thoughts and Feelings

I felt your presence
But i couldn't say hi
Too soon
Too new
Too raw
Too many things
But ready isn't one
Of them
I feel weak
But strong
An oxymoron
Why do i care?
I pride myself
In not feeling
Yet here i am
I feel like
I can't
But i know i can.
Right?
Wrong
I have to stop
But that means
I'm done
And i am
Until I'm not
Stop
Goodbye
Hello
Walk away
I can't turn back
So i walk
And i walk
Goodbye