Things Fall Into Place

I'm sitting here watching a camp fire with a hot cup of coffee in hand and life is good. Life is good. Man it feels good to say that.

I have a great relationship with my girls, Ashlyn and Corynne and want to work on having a great relationship with my son, Braden. I have an amazing woman, Julie and her two kids in my life. I have family like my mom and brother and sis. I have Sarah who might as well be my sister, Stacy...friends that are so much more. My friends are my family and that's a great feeling to be that close to people that aren't blood but you wouldn't know the difference.

The point I'm making is once again i can list amazing things in my life. Things that, when I'm feeling down, can bring me back up. I am truly blessed. My meds are starting to level out and that's a great feeling. I almost have a week of sobriety under my belt and for those of you that know me, that is an accomplishment. I'm proud of that fact.

It's crazy how i have all of these good things happening because i finally let go and let things fall into place. I control and control and control yet can't figure out why everything is completely out of control. It's madness but i think my life gets so out of control that i must control something. Myself. That's all i can control and I'm still struggling with that but it's true. All i can control is myself.

So I'm learning to let go and let things keep falling into place. It's working out great so far so maybe there's something to it. Who knew? I'd write more but i have breakfast to cook, an amazing woman to talk to and a lake to enjoy. Enjoy your weekend everyone.

I'm not bipolar-I have bipolar
R. M. Sully