Dangerous Thoughts and Feelings-3

Forgiveness eludes me
Such a word
We constantly seek
Like chasing a first high
Doomed to fail
I'll never find
Discovering loss
Embracing pain
Lost without it
Yet constantly needing it
Disappointment
Spread it easily
Hand it out effortlessly
Say i want one thing
Constantly proving otherwise
Sit alone
You've fucking earned it
So love it
Cherish it like no other
For that's what you've
Earned