Monday, January 15, 2018

Dangerous Thoughts and Feelings-6

Owl Love You ForAwile

I'd given up on an idea
A myth they called love
People swore it existed
Been so long i wasn't convinced
Then i met you

Fought it
Scared me
Didn't want it to happen
What if it didn't last
Easier not to feel

Started falling harder
Wanted to run faster
Love is a weapon
Leaves one vulnerable
Opens the heat to experience pain

So beautiful
So genuine
Damn it no
Falling further
No stopping now

Terrified but thrilled
Feeling complete for once
Thoughts this won't last
If I'd only known then
My exact undoing now

Fell hard
Fell early
Fell fast
Constantly falling
Eventually to my demise

An all consuming love
Never thought possible
I would die for this woman
No thought
Take the bullet steal the pain

Want to steal the pain
Can't help but inflict
My insecurities
Taken out
On her

No more
Can she take
One losing
Of the mind
Too many

History doomed to repeat
Takes me back
Don't let it happen
Make it stop
I can't lose love again

Too late she's gone
Stay alone
Stop
Ruining
Lives

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